 | My boo | Oct 4, '07 12:27 AM
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| Fuck! | Oct 4, '07 12:26 AM
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PUT UR STINKY ROTTEN ASS SUMWHERE ELSE EXCEPT IN THE SHOUTBOX. U COME STRAIGHT FROM NOWWHERE IN DA MIDDLE OF EVERYONE HAVING A BALL OF A GREAT TIME N MESS THINGS UP. FUCK OFF. I HOPE U FUCKIN BURNT IN HELL . I was stucked to my pc. Cant help to think of anyone else ir anything else. Wondering,hoping and praying silently,did HE tries to mail me today? Did he thought of sending beautiful words even if it is in 2 lines. Did he dream of me last night? Did he thinks of me when he see strawberries in the fruit stalls? Did he feels me…. Since the passed 2 weeks,I feel like I was walking in my sleep.I was dreaming with eyes wide open. Ive called everyone his name. Ive seen him everywhere.. Im in a state of insanity.. Whats happening to me..? What is this feelings? I wish to express this feelings for you..I try to find the words to say how I feel, how much I love you, how much I am in love, but no words come to my lips each time I look upon your face. Your eyes put me in an exotic trance and I feel motionless, speechless, dare I say helpless. You shines inside and out, right through your eyes, through me and into me. It keeps me bundled in a warmth I cannot explain, only to say that its shining is exhilarating. Whether I feel too scared to speak, too bound by emotion or gagged by utter and complete love I do not know. I only know that I feel weightless around you. Everything is surreal. Is this real? These precious thoughts and feelings are new to me. Never have I met someone who could throw me into such A STATE OF MENTAL CHAOUS! Never have I lost control of my emotions. Never have I felt so completely at a man’s mercy. Be merciful. I admit, you have control of my heart, to the fullest. I have been so scared to admit this, why? I PRAY YOUR HANDS ARE DELICATE OR ELSE MY HEART WILL BREAK. Vulnerability is the last line to cross for love, I’m here. The way you have made me feel has prompted me to write this.And I dont care if peoples begin to tease me for this madness. I am in love. MR SGR, you are responsible for putting me into this entranced and hypnotic state. For that I thank you. I am in love. This blessing of immeasurable joy and elation you have bestowed on me is the truest gift any woman could receive. Do I deserve this? I have so many questions. All I know is that I am in love. I hope you will consider to accept my love for you as you read this. I was only unable to speak of my love because my lips seal shut and trumpets scream in my ear with confusion and delight each and every time I see the gaze of your eyes! I know not what I do, I barely remember how I act when I am with you. My heart races, thumps, then stops. Forgive me. I am not a coward, I am only subdued by contemplation, confusion and bliss. This is a feeling I have not yet dealt with. Love, will you promise… to consider me…? I am so in love, with you.  | Yahoo! | Oct 4, '07 12:23 AM
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| About me | Oct 4, '07 12:17 AM
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HERE’S SOME FACTS - She was born on Dicember 17, 1984 @The Pearl Of The Orient ( now u know how old is she..
 ) - She’s under the sagittarius sign which means she’s a great huntress ( so beware~!
 ) - Currently workin sumwhere in Kedah ( not goin’ to tell ya’ ~!
 ) - She loves MUSICS, ARTS, LITERATURE, MOVIES, CUTE STUFFS ( including cute guys.. hehehe
 ) - She loves beautiful poems (classical one)
- She’s into Charlotte Bronte, Denise Robbin, Ira Gernberg, Ahadiat Akashah, Rima Suparno, etc..
- She listen to all kind of musics, not attached to one single genre, ( except that fucking dangdut lol-hate it ~!)
- She loves ( the most) ALANIS MORISSETTE, EVANESCENCE, STAR
- SAILOR, DEWA, LINKIN PARK, SHANIA TWAIN, CELINE DION,( the late)AALIYAH etc,etc( just to mention a few..~)
- Her fav. anime series is spirited away, in love with princess mononoke.
- She’s not too short, not too tall, not too fat, not too thin, not too pretty, not too ugly, not too fair, not too dark.. she’s just kinda ordinary gal…
 - She adorable,too friendly,but sumtimes blow up easily..
- Spend most of her free times bathing and dressing up her 56 teddy bears
 - Rather to hang out on the net than at the shopping complex
- Fall in loves with Ultraman characters since 9 years old
- Used to have 2 boyfriends, currently single and swinging~!
- Loves AEROBICS a lot! -Loves the techno-dance-electronica beats!
wanna know more bout HER? too shy to ask? mail her and make ur move! | PDF | Oct 4, '07 12:15 AM
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Im awake still.. I wish u were here..but u aint..and u wont be here anymore.. ..but still..I love and adore u..still, these hopes and wishes never fade..they just wont die.. They say with love comes agony. that the pains of missing them every day and night isn’t as searing as the agony of sensing signs it’s ending. When their messages of affection that used to cover you like petals of roses become as sparse as leaves in a frigid winter. When you feel the distance growing each day..you can’t explain it, but you know it’s happening. When it’s becoming more obvious you’re the one chasing with no shame. Then you discover the truth. You ask why, but you already know the real answer that lies behind the reply. The more you ask, the more you realize you’ve become a disturbance. And you’re awakened that your presence no longer makes a difference. You’re there, you’re not there — it’s all the same. You’re tolerated, not admired. I see the walls crumbling all around me.. Yet I don’t know where we stand this very moment. Are we done, or am I just deceiving myself that we’re somehow still held together by a string as brittle as glass? The only thing I know is even you are not my first, you are sure to be, my last..The one I wish to spend my whole life with.. I have always loved you, and always will. I just don’t want to meddle into your life any more than you do. May God give me the strength to detach with grace and dignity. If it’s just a break that you need, I will remain here for you, still loving you as I always have. But if you’ve found someone else, I will understand and weep in my solitude.. My love, I promise, I wont ever stop wishing..and hoping..and never ever give up on u..and “us”. 
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